Vung Tau

I went with Chau's uncle over the past two days to a small shoreline city that can only aptly be described as one of the most relaxing places on earth. Here we ate and we ate and we ate.... I met a few of her uncle's friends, flirted with some of the local ladies who made me feel like Superman and even had a couple visits to the massage parlor (which was very clean and professionally-ran). While I can't say that I've completely overcome all of my feelings of insecurity and vulnerability, it did let me re-examine myself in a way that gave me feelings of confidence in my relationships with others. So even if Chau comes back with her heart given to another man, it'll hurt, but not as bad as I think it will. I'm a kind, sensitive and sensual man and while I'm not as financially-secure as I would like to be at this point in my life, I do feel a sense of emotional security building inside of me that I never had before. I think that Chau wouldn't want it any other way. How can she love a man who doesn't love himself?